你决定了吗？

去向，方向，朝向

你的人生只有一次，你想好你要怎样走吗？

因为你人身一旦开始，就没有停顿了。

婴孩时，你还不会想。

小孩时，开始会想，但是会做决定吗？

少年时，是开始做决定时期

但是，在少年或已过的你，是否会做决定？

你的人生好像一个不能停路程，到了交叉点就要做决定，一开始爸爸妈妈会带你走。但，到了一个时刻，是你自己做决定的时刻了，你准备好了吗？

当你决定走哪一条路时，就不能回头了。而你发觉你错了，决定走回上一个交叉点，但也不一样了，永远不会回到当初的那个情况，那个时刻。而如果你不做决定，你就会永远停在那里，像活着的死人。

所以，你一定要学习做决定，学会做决定。

有时，我们做的决定不一定会对。所以我们可以请教人，但人也往往会错。

而我选择了请教我的天父，因为祂永不错。

:3

Most Guys around the world,

they started off liking a girl but they are scare to tell them because they are scared of:

-rejected:-in numerous ways,in most common,the girl back away and start to talk less to them till nothing at all

-being cheated-in cases,that later the guy will improve themselves or in some cases they become player(good/bad)

Then,they start treating them nice,thinking everyday about her,wanting to be nice to her.this is because in a guys' position,they learn that being nice to other people,they will be nice in return.Example:buying present,trying to give something

however,if the girl is uncertain or does not like the guy,mostly they will be shock and scare,then result in backing away from the guy(in most cases) and finally avoid and not talking to him any more.Ended up the guy is hurt and will hate the girl.

It's sad but true...and here I am.

Failing into solitude,

Grabbing on rope that might lead me to my hope.

New to Me

I got an better understanding towards,Love
It is the most indescribable word ever...
when you're in love...love towards family or a person
You'll never forget them...each moment you'll think about them
You'll feel their pain,joy as if as your own feeling
You wanted to give them your best to take care of them,provide to them
and you want to spent your time only with them

when you see them having fun or spending time with other people,
you'll get jealous...
because of not able to provide them the happyness
or
spending your time with them.
Its a stupid feeling that of jealousy because you want only your time with them or to provide happyness for them...you'll selfish because of you wanting to have them for your own
but bible tells us:
4Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant

 that's why we have to learn to let go and to have faith
If not...the people that we love sometimes will not understand your feel...but will be taken a back and back away from you

What is it?

Is it Fear?that I will have disappointment?
Is it Pride?that I don't wanna let go?
Is it Greed?that I want more?
Is it Conscious?that I know I'm not doing things right?
Is it Will?that I wanted to make/have it better?
Or is it Love?that I can't choose to let go?

I guess in this mist of thoughts,I'm unclear but
I know,
I do,
like her.

Fit or Fat?

They once knew me small skinny boy

Now I'm call FAT?

or FIT?

Last time was call skinny...

Now was call I dunno...

people saw me...and the reaction was like 

"WAH,is that you,Vincent?you become fat/fit..."

I find that might be the different in 'i' and 'a'

they ask me if I take protein or drug

I say just naturally high carbohydrate diet before gym

and high protein diet after gym

So the conclusion is I am Fait?

Her Song-Leaving In September-

Leaving In September
G
I look into your eyes
Em
I saw a shining light
C                                         D
there's not a single word can describe
G
Every step that i take
Em
because of i can make
C                                D
the reason i lived is for you
Chorus:
Em                 C
Leaving in September
G                                 D
I can't seems to let you go
Em                 C
Nothing last forever
G                          D
except my love for you
                 C    Em D
Girl I need you
Bridge:
Em               C
Girl stay with me
G                    D
Don't leave me behind
Em    C
I love you
G                      D
all that I need is you

Thanks to my friend who help me especially Andrian,Brian& Foo

Maplestory?

Well...it's not to share the Game...but somewhat through maple that i see and feel the other part of the world
Maple is an online game which connect people around.the server i play in is Maplesea which connect Singapore and Malaysia.There is international student that came to Malaysia and Singapore and studied here.
In which it gave me the chance to be able to talk to people mostly from Singapore,I've was able get to knew some new friends.

To share that the particular event that made me wrote this page,was...
i meet a girl(will not tell the name),she's a Japanese which i thought she was Chinese.To me,as everyone will know that gamers are mostly geek looking....which i am during i was younger.She told me that she was able to have chance to mix with us...as a Malaysian.and found out she's beautiful

4 Things i learn from her is:
-Successful people are master of emotions
she say:"i will not let emotion fill me as i am to be a medical student",this phrase moved me
-Guy have the have the duty and responsibility to protect as a head of the family in future
her friend beside her which before he became her Bf. stand up for her when she was teased and laugh
-THE WORLD IS NOT PERFECT
not everyone is lucky...and even you're,born beautiful or wealthy,but everyone still needs to work in order to maintain or achieve success
-There are Christian losing faith in God,lost sheeps
she distinct Christian with Jesus with cross on it and not on it.
It's just a symbol,what's important is not cross or whatever decoration or add on of the image or whatsoever
but confessing we're sinners and our sins,and that Jesus died on cross,to shed His blood for us as a sacrifice so that our sins are washed away and believe in trinity