New to Me

I got an better understanding towards,Love
It is the most indescribable word ever...
when you're in love...love towards family or a person
You'll never forget them...each moment you'll think about them
You'll feel their pain,joy as if as your own feeling
You wanted to give them your best to take care of them,provide to them
and you want to spent your time only with them

when you see them having fun or spending time with other people,
you'll get jealous...
because of not able to provide them the happyness
or
spending your time with them.
Its a stupid feeling that of jealousy because you want only your time with them or to provide happyness for them...you'll selfish because of you wanting to have them for your own
but bible tells us:
4Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant

 that's why we have to learn to let go and to have faith
If not...the people that we love sometimes will not understand your feel...but will be taken a back and back away from you

What is it?

Is it Fear?that I will have disappointment?
Is it Pride?that I don't wanna let go?
Is it Greed?that I want more?
Is it Conscious?that I know I'm not doing things right?
Is it Will?that I wanted to make/have it better?
Or is it Love?that I can't choose to let go?

I guess in this mist of thoughts,I'm unclear but
I know,
I do,
like her.