nothin to do...just expressing....arh...that feels good...

everyone didnt on their blog or anything...cause of spm....
feeling the need of reading new blogs of my friends...
there's an ending to every beginning....
start to enter secondary at the age of 13 and ending it at the age of 17...
it is quite nice...as time passes by everyone grow,from their success and more from their failures
actually the time i really grow is when I am in keningau...when i first arrive in keningau...at the age of around 10...i didnt really stay here...because I like my comfort zone which is Petaling Jaya...and one of the reason which actually i hated keningau because of the weather here....it is carried to extreme...
raining heavily to dry hot sunny weather...because of the searing heat in keningau...when i first arrived here...i got heat stroked when visiting an estate.
but when i moved here...i starting to like here because here gives me the advantage of viewing futher and improving more...
I did improve academically...toned up a bit...growing in thinking...and learn the beauty of music...hehe...guitar,saxophone and drum...few of what i've learn...
although similar to anywhere else....we need to have a purpose...like in keningau...actually not much to do...but as you have a purpose...you do make a big difference...you can learn and gain more from every same single opportunity...Poverty of Purpose is Far Worse Than Poverty of Purse.

我是问朋友意见，没想到多嘴。
我没有意要羞辱你，但是有意要逃离你，因为不想伤害你。
SPM!的第一天，马来文。心情也很好，一口吃了面粉膏，一口吞了一顿饭。。。不错，好吃^^

最后一天？

是最后一天。。。
中学生活就这样完了。。。好奇怪！突然。。。明年就pre-u了
好多照片，却没拿到自己的一张，不能怪，电话烂嘛。。。
最蠢的我，如果你们给我评语，说我烂，我傻笨，我明白。因为我竟然忘记说：

guisy

我忘了面对面跟你说再见，虽然那是你不爱听得字。我要说谢谢！
认识你，我第一次追女子，第一次勤劳的学完一首曲子《彩虹》，第一次约女子出去，第一次勤劳的写完一个简单的普，好你让方便看。第一次会哭，但却没有勇气说出‘我喜欢你’。今天，看到你最后一面我也心满意足了（假的）。希望我们会在相见，再见。。。

                                                                                 toyol

来来来来！大家一起来。。。

部落格？我的发泄站。。。
部落格？我的诉苦站。。。
部落格？我的告白站。。。
部落格？天天都在赞。。。
部落格？每天都在看。。。
部落格？每次都在算。。。
是否有多少人在按赞。。。
写到冷话每人都淋雨。。。
两横又两横撮撮有余。。。 -_-" ==
看到眼花还会出现鱼。。。

什么？

要说真心话，不容易
会结束一份感情
或会使那份感情更美好
不论如何它使那份感情变得更健康。。。
说别人的坏话，很容易
它表示了你对那个人的妒忌心
可能害那个人给你爽感
不过却只会带来自己的损伤。。。

A message that doesn't return
an effort that doesn't repay
a call that doesn't answer
-how do you feel?-

900-1020 celcom service unavailable
0955 sitting at wang wang
together with some church member eating dinner
because of that area that remind me of something...
the word "eat" doesn't ring in my ears
1015 trying to send a message
I didnt drink or eat...I only hold onto my phone
after 1030 only can get through
in which moonlight shaded by dark clouds at 1034,
an indication that,that day was not a day that shines
-time might not be right,but the minutes are...-

are you sick?if yes...get well soon...I cant be there to help you and to aid you(because the barrier that you have set,the distance you wanna maintain)
or are you like the moon hiding behind the dark clouds?
what are you scared of?scared that if you shine too bright to me,I will lost myself into you?
I have taken my first step,why cant you take yours?

this are just words I wanna express.......now I wanna say bullshit!!! ^^
of course people threat you very cold...because thats the way how you threat others!^^ like wanna change for that guy?get real!if he really love you(as if)he would have accept your weakness and your strength...that makes a couple one,perfect...and I don't even think you really know he smokes or not or play...if you can accept he play or smoke...then why cant he accept you?you need to change only he accept?how lovely retard you are haha^^

没放屁,我是,贪有趣...

剪了新的发行
换了新的面目
改了不同款式
走了不同道路
看着朋友讨论
接着受到评论
新的发行很怪
新的发行不美
变得像个流氓
发身形不具体
别人看到呆了
我想到就傻了
也许，
就像发行这样，
我。。。。。
仍然喜欢旧的。

d^_^b

我没有那样伟大
我没有那样贴心
我没有那样富贵
我也没有那样英俊
只有一颗爱你的心。


哇！现在的人，果然像要活得像戏里的人物，要那种‘帅’那种‘潇洒’，那种‘完美’！

洪老师最美的一句，
“当然人是没有完美或十全十美的，就像这个good 当中隐藏着evil这个字。”

离spm还有18天的我们，个个都像准备进战场，穿上军装，拿起武器。。。空气中，都充满紧张和恐惧的气氛。。。

打仗MEH?relax ba!!!放轻松，让自己有个稳定的情绪，让自己能专注。慢慢来，一步一步。

而，再次祝福spm的朋友： 
快快来，没有趣 ；
慢慢来，别生气。
 放轻松，你才力！
spm ,超容易
 上考场却双脚痹
抓这笔没力气
搞到全身汗水滴
考完试欢天喜地
出成绩别睡地