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Most Guys around the world,

they started off liking a girl but they are scare to tell them because they are scared of:

-rejected:-in numerous ways,in most common,the girl back away and start to talk less to them till nothing at all

-being cheated-in cases,that later the guy will improve themselves or in some cases they become player(good/bad)

Then,they start treating them nice,thinking everyday about her,wanting to be nice to her.this is because in a guys' position,they learn that being nice to other people,they will be nice in return.Example:buying present,trying to give something

however,if the girl is uncertain or does not like the guy,mostly they will be shock and scare,then result in backing away from the guy(in most cases) and finally avoid and not talking to him any more.Ended up the guy is hurt and will hate the girl.

It's sad but true...and here I am.

Failing into solitude,

Grabbing on rope that might lead me to my hope.

New to Me

I got an better understanding towards,Love
It is the most indescribable word ever...
when you're in love...love towards family or a person
You'll never forget them...each moment you'll think about them
You'll feel their pain,joy as if as your own feeling
You wanted to give them your best to take care of them,provide to them
and you want to spent your time only with them

when you see them having fun or spending time with other people,
you'll get jealous...
because of not able to provide them the happyness
or
spending your time with them.
Its a stupid feeling that of jealousy because you want only your time with them or to provide happyness for them...you'll selfish because of you wanting to have them for your own
but bible tells us:
4Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant

 that's why we have to learn to let go and to have faith
If not...the people that we love sometimes will not understand your feel...but will be taken a back and back away from you

What is it?

Is it Fear?that I will have disappointment?
Is it Pride?that I don't wanna let go?
Is it Greed?that I want more?
Is it Conscious?that I know I'm not doing things right?
Is it Will?that I wanted to make/have it better?
Or is it Love?that I can't choose to let go?

I guess in this mist of thoughts,I'm unclear but
I know,
I do,
like her.

Fit or Fat?

They once knew me small skinny boy

Now I'm call FAT?

or FIT?

Last time was call skinny...

Now was call I dunno...

people saw me...and the reaction was like 

"WAH,is that you,Vincent?you become fat/fit..."

I find that might be the different in 'i' and 'a'

they ask me if I take protein or drug

I say just naturally high carbohydrate diet before gym

and high protein diet after gym

So the conclusion is I am Fait?

Her Song-Leaving In September-

Leaving In September
G
I look into your eyes
Em
I saw a shining light
C                                         D
there's not a single word can describe
G
Every step that i take
Em
because of i can make
C                                D
the reason i lived is for you
Chorus:
Em                 C
Leaving in September
G                                 D
I can't seems to let you go
Em                 C
Nothing last forever
G                          D
except my love for you
                 C    Em D
Girl I need you
Bridge:
Em               C
Girl stay with me
G                    D
Don't leave me behind
Em    C
I love you
G                      D
all that I need is you

Thanks to my friend who help me especially Andrian,Brian& Foo

Maplestory?

Well...it's not to share the Game...but somewhat through maple that i see and feel the other part of the world
Maple is an online game which connect people around.the server i play in is Maplesea which connect Singapore and Malaysia.There is international student that came to Malaysia and Singapore and studied here.
In which it gave me the chance to be able to talk to people mostly from Singapore,I've was able get to knew some new friends.

To share that the particular event that made me wrote this page,was...
i meet a girl(will not tell the name),she's a Japanese which i thought she was Chinese.To me,as everyone will know that gamers are mostly geek looking....which i am during i was younger.She told me that she was able to have chance to mix with us...as a Malaysian.and found out she's beautiful

4 Things i learn from her is:
-Successful people are master of emotions
she say:"i will not let emotion fill me as i am to be a medical student",this phrase moved me
-Guy have the have the duty and responsibility to protect as a head of the family in future
her friend beside her which before he became her Bf. stand up for her when she was teased and laugh
-THE WORLD IS NOT PERFECT
not everyone is lucky...and even you're,born beautiful or wealthy,but everyone still needs to work in order to maintain or achieve success
-There are Christian losing faith in God,lost sheeps
she distinct Christian with Jesus with cross on it and not on it.
It's just a symbol,what's important is not cross or whatever decoration or add on of the image or whatsoever
but confessing we're sinners and our sins,and that Jesus died on cross,to shed His blood for us as a sacrifice so that our sins are washed away and believe in trinity

After 7k run...packing up to prepare for lucky draw....but got nothing =P

Korean Dance in Warisan Square,right after 7k....

望着她
忘记自己
不能肯定
我和她
是否有机会？
她拿着电话
让我好奇
是否她在和他
在面子书相聚？
有着距离的感情
是如何？
很艰难？
透过一个没有生命的东西
来维持感情？
会出现一些
想“玩玩一下”的第3者
趁机而入。。。
或是否她也没和他联络
只是拿起电话和家人，朋友联络？
还是课题太闷？
进入游戏世界过时间？
还是把耳机赛进耳朵
进入音乐世界？
以减少沟通来保持忠臣
或是原本都比较-宁静-？
我很想和她说话
我对她充满好奇
9月9日就要离开的她
我是否有机会？
朋友对我说：
她的人没那么好
而我想：
看她的以前照片
她是很乖的。。。
人没有可能十全十美
但我愿意接受她
the way she is.......

喘不过气，鼓起勇气，走向前去。。。

就像我的朋友（梁要钱，=]）又欣赏另一个女子
但我不敢去讲话，每次看到机会想靠近，却又被自己的胆怯捆绑着。
终于在2点左右，此日22-6-11终于看到另一次的机会，
她坐在椅子，食堂楼下等着朋友来载。。。
我的朋友看到也对我说，
“去跟她讲话叻”....
而我就笑笑，
决定走前去问她是否要参加 7k charity run
结果第一次去，走到一半，却被吓回来，被自己的胆怯吓回来
我自己知，如果不去一定没机会了
我决定放松我自己
去绕一圈，洗手
再走回去
我叫我的朋友陪我
结果走到前面我发觉我的朋友停住了
而剩下那1米的距离是在我的手里，我的决定
结果我终于...........
开声了：“嗨kim,你想不想参加7k charity run?
-哈？什么来的？
在sutera的跑步
-跑步？不要哦等下晒黑，热
哦，他是六点左右的。。。
-（瞪了一下）不要哦
哦，真的不要？不用紧啦。。。
接着，我就离开了
哇！好像面对自己的恐惧，结果感觉超轻松！！！
但每次经过这样的经验，都觉得自己做得不够好
好像可以加上，你也可以带朋友去啊。。。或一些幽默，你怕累我背你 : )
却好像每次都觉得可以做得更好，但因为太怕，怕别人如何看我
而不思想是我自己才是我自己最大的敌人。。。

离开根地咬。。。

PIZZZA　ＨＵＵＵＴＥＥＤＤ．．．．相信看过广告的都知吧？
就是根地咬最近刚开的“ｈｏｔｓｐｏｔ＂每个都要去试一下！才觉得正常。。。
如果你没试，朋友问起ｐｉｚｚａｈｕｔ　你试了嘛？你没试朋友就会觉得，你有问题！

接着就回到我以前常买的！（Deng Deng Deng!)
豆奶水！哈哈，５０ｃｅｎｔ一个。。。好便宜！
当我走前去，很有自信的！

“老板我要七个豆腐奶水（豆腐水＋豆奶），３块半对吗？当我很有自信拿出三块半．．．＂
“errrr....对不起涨价了！是一块一个。总共七块，谢谢”

Wtf!F5!我失望了一下，为了回味没办法。。。喝起豆奶时有一点痛
好像不值得．．．

又试了ｎｅｘｔｒｏｕｎｄ，只是这次特别一点！我喝没有珍珠，的珍珠奶茶。
去了三次都没有珍珠（虽然是讲我１０３０ｐｍ才去），也不能怪我吗！顾客迟来，也是要供应的嘛．．．对不对？难道还没关门就不用做生意了？


接着我回到３３去吃东西，ｅｈ！好像不同了，便宜了一点，好吃很多！印度面！姜葱鱼片．．．ＷＡＨ！哇哇哇！和他百年不变的：
ｃｏｆｆｅｅ　Ｐｉｎｇ（冰）！
尝了一口你就知道coffee ping是咖啡！

很可惜，我没尝试到当地的板面。不过还是有吃到－叉烧烧肉面—我忘记店名，paiseh.

这次离开还没有机会，
打排球！ｓｐｉｋｅ的感觉！哈哈
去ｇｙｍ，和我好朋友－克劳德—去！
和找一些ＬＩＮＣ朋友出来喝茶，多在胆南路的！叫百次出一次那种，每次讲：“you know what is shit?或cikgu,bukan ini.......”

不过都应该很满足了！哈哈，如果吃到食物不好吃，
jangan sue saya,saya takda duit

haha...i go look through everyone's blog...there's no comment in it...
is it that no one cares about the others blog?or everyone is busy?
feel bad....
i've long waited for like few months...maybe is the relationship she started...didnt have any new post...sien dao!!!

我知道我错了

两人即使喜欢对方，如果不是上帝所眷选的，那么他们的婚姻不会幸福
丈夫必须尊重妻子， 守护着她

然而妻子即使再不喜欢丈夫的决定，也不能反对。
这是在神经里有写到的，太过于控制性的妻子，会造成很多不快乐。

我把我之前的posting洗了
我很自豪地，认为我的想法是对的。。。
才发现，原来我错了
 我的觉悟：
如果一个人不愿意接受你，是否有想过是不是你自己有什么地方不对？

《暗恋》
好奇怪
我会与妳同班
这好像是
有缘无份
因为妳
近在眼前
远在天边
我想与妳聊天
不过我没机会
只能在上课
偷瞄妳几眼
但却又被妳的朋友
误会成我注意她
更可笑
她与我同组
加深了我的误会

我想对妳说
我喜欢妳
也许。。。
等改次吧


《再见》
离开你
脑海就不停出现你
妳可爱的脸蛋
妳那黑的流海
妳优柔的微笑
此时此刻都还记得
深深忘不了妳
我的生命中
少不了妳
就算结束了生命
也不能停止我对妳的爱
九十八朵玫瑰
想在情人节送给妳
妳却躲在我去不了的地方
和另一个XX渡过
烟花已燃起
彩买了天空
客厅传来的滴嘟声
慢沿到我耳朵
烟花照到露台
只有我的影子

以上诗是，半夜睡不着，上课不专心，乱写的。没有要对谁说，别想多！

椰（浆）饭2.0

这是我在学校电脑室写的。

这里的环境，果然很不同。很多人都是很注重学业，很勤劳地设下梦想，去实现。跟中学很不一样，很多人在我中学，都出来，暂时打工。。。然后等成绩，但在这里，每个学生都已经知道他们要往哪儿跑。。。澳洲，美国，英国等。。。个个都已经相信自己未来是什么角色了。很迈进！
而我学到一个最大的教导是。。。
你要知道你的身份是谁。一旦你知道你是谁，人家如何嘲笑你，如何想把你吃掉。都不可能，因为人家永远不能取代你的身份，不能取代你。。。

之所以我放nasilemak是因为http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=da1lY3d4Zqc&feature=related,看了要感谢我（=

hi hi...january

long time didnt touch my zbloggersz(everyonez typez anythingz alsoz wantz putz "z"),move to kk....walao no internet there....so didnt on fb or write new post...tonight going to 大团拜 wanna go do someone....and here to tell my junior...dont surprise if the principal of institut sinaran come ken hwa...and prepare you might see me in the slide == they took mine aleka and marisa picture without telling us....we thought is formal picture for school use...diao'z'