BLOG =)

haha still very quiet...everyone is still on vacation...enjoying (=
when I turn around...now what awaits me is a journey...I am attending Institut Sinaran next year...wah...while everyone is still waiting for their result,i already on my way...xD

Opportunity comes every time,is our choice to decide to grab on which one.But we can only chose one...we will lose the others when we made our decision.Those who became successful are those who have made the best decision.

Life...

Life...
when there is obstacles infront of you,you need move over it...
you can't predict what will happen,but you can plan and direct yourself...
The effort you put into may not produce the result you wanted,never give up...for "Glory is not even never failing,but rising everytime we fall"
Lastly pray to God,because "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you"--Matthew 7:7

WOa!my last minute preparation for computer exam did do the job.Because i didn't do my preparations earlier, i went it nervous and shaking...but when i came out,the minute i touch my result...i was over filled with joy..the feeling that you prayed to God,and you do make your effort to pursue it...And you really get what you wanted...the feeling is UN-explain-ABLE...

好静！

部落各最近好静...没有什么人写。。。不是放假去玩就是spm刚考完，傻呆了。。。好像中学就结束了不知道做什么好...
小学与中学一样,一拍两散,各自往自己的梦想和目标走,然后,有机会的就会再见面...不然就是几年后见面再说名句,"哇~你变了好多!".
天下无不散之筵席 ,每个人到最后都分离，然后会选择一条路，哪一条路呢？选了你又会如何走下去？每个人会走，但是走到终点的又有多少个？

nothin to do...just expressing....arh...that feels good...

everyone didnt on their blog or anything...cause of spm....
feeling the need of reading new blogs of my friends...
there's an ending to every beginning....
start to enter secondary at the age of 13 and ending it at the age of 17...
it is quite nice...as time passes by everyone grow,from their success and more from their failures
actually the time i really grow is when I am in keningau...when i first arrive in keningau...at the age of around 10...i didnt really stay here...because I like my comfort zone which is Petaling Jaya...and one of the reason which actually i hated keningau because of the weather here....it is carried to extreme...
raining heavily to dry hot sunny weather...because of the searing heat in keningau...when i first arrived here...i got heat stroked when visiting an estate.
but when i moved here...i starting to like here because here gives me the advantage of viewing futher and improving more...
I did improve academically...toned up a bit...growing in thinking...and learn the beauty of music...hehe...guitar,saxophone and drum...few of what i've learn...
although similar to anywhere else....we need to have a purpose...like in keningau...actually not much to do...but as you have a purpose...you do make a big difference...you can learn and gain more from every same single opportunity...Poverty of Purpose is Far Worse Than Poverty of Purse.

我是问朋友意见，没想到多嘴。
我没有意要羞辱你，但是有意要逃离你，因为不想伤害你。
SPM!的第一天，马来文。心情也很好，一口吃了面粉膏，一口吞了一顿饭。。。不错，好吃^^

最后一天？

是最后一天。。。
中学生活就这样完了。。。好奇怪！突然。。。明年就pre-u了
好多照片，却没拿到自己的一张，不能怪，电话烂嘛。。。
最蠢的我，如果你们给我评语，说我烂，我傻笨，我明白。因为我竟然忘记说：

guisy

我忘了面对面跟你说再见，虽然那是你不爱听得字。我要说谢谢！
认识你，我第一次追女子，第一次勤劳的学完一首曲子《彩虹》，第一次约女子出去，第一次勤劳的写完一个简单的普，好你让方便看。第一次会哭，但却没有勇气说出‘我喜欢你’。今天，看到你最后一面我也心满意足了（假的）。希望我们会在相见，再见。。。

                                                                                 toyol

来来来来！大家一起来。。。

部落格？我的发泄站。。。
部落格？我的诉苦站。。。
部落格？我的告白站。。。
部落格？天天都在赞。。。
部落格？每天都在看。。。
部落格？每次都在算。。。
是否有多少人在按赞。。。
写到冷话每人都淋雨。。。
两横又两横撮撮有余。。。 -_-" ==
看到眼花还会出现鱼。。。

什么？

要说真心话，不容易
会结束一份感情
或会使那份感情更美好
不论如何它使那份感情变得更健康。。。
说别人的坏话，很容易
它表示了你对那个人的妒忌心
可能害那个人给你爽感
不过却只会带来自己的损伤。。。

A message that doesn't return
an effort that doesn't repay
a call that doesn't answer
-how do you feel?-

900-1020 celcom service unavailable
0955 sitting at wang wang
together with some church member eating dinner
because of that area that remind me of something...
the word "eat" doesn't ring in my ears
1015 trying to send a message
I didnt drink or eat...I only hold onto my phone
after 1030 only can get through
in which moonlight shaded by dark clouds at 1034,
an indication that,that day was not a day that shines
-time might not be right,but the minutes are...-

are you sick?if yes...get well soon...I cant be there to help you and to aid you(because the barrier that you have set,the distance you wanna maintain)
or are you like the moon hiding behind the dark clouds?
what are you scared of?scared that if you shine too bright to me,I will lost myself into you?
I have taken my first step,why cant you take yours?

this are just words I wanna express.......now I wanna say bullshit!!! ^^
of course people threat you very cold...because thats the way how you threat others!^^ like wanna change for that guy?get real!if he really love you(as if)he would have accept your weakness and your strength...that makes a couple one,perfect...and I don't even think you really know he smokes or not or play...if you can accept he play or smoke...then why cant he accept you?you need to change only he accept?how lovely retard you are haha^^

没放屁,我是,贪有趣...

剪了新的发行
换了新的面目
改了不同款式
走了不同道路
看着朋友讨论
接着受到评论
新的发行很怪
新的发行不美
变得像个流氓
发身形不具体
别人看到呆了
我想到就傻了
也许，
就像发行这样，
我。。。。。
仍然喜欢旧的。

d^_^b

我没有那样伟大
我没有那样贴心
我没有那样富贵
我也没有那样英俊
只有一颗爱你的心。


哇！现在的人，果然像要活得像戏里的人物，要那种‘帅’那种‘潇洒’，那种‘完美’！

洪老师最美的一句，
“当然人是没有完美或十全十美的，就像这个good 当中隐藏着evil这个字。”

离spm还有18天的我们，个个都像准备进战场，穿上军装，拿起武器。。。空气中，都充满紧张和恐惧的气氛。。。

打仗MEH?relax ba!!!放轻松，让自己有个稳定的情绪，让自己能专注。慢慢来，一步一步。

而，再次祝福spm的朋友： 
快快来，没有趣 ；
慢慢来，别生气。
 放轻松，你才力！
spm ,超容易
 上考场却双脚痹
抓这笔没力气
搞到全身汗水滴
考完试欢天喜地
出成绩别睡地

致：我亲爱的朋友们。。。

爱是要以行动来证明，所以叫-做爱-对吧？

拜托啦！动不动就和人上hotel,很爽是吗？每过不久就听到行房事件

男的，请学会尊重一点，不要当成女生是‘性’用品

女的，请你们自爱一点，不要因为爱情蒙了眼睛，就跟着上“船”

那 人 說 、 這 是 我 骨 中 的 骨 、 肉 中 的 肉 、 可 以 稱 他 為 女 人 、 因 為 他 是 從 男 人 身 上 取 出 來 的 。因 此 、 人 要 離 開 父 母 、 與 妻 子 連 合 、 二 人 成 為 一 體 。--创世纪2:23-24


你把一份爱，来转换成一个新生命，所以它叫做-做爱-。当你把他/她抱在你手中，你知道你会爱着这个生命，你会付出切来保护、来爱护这个生命。他/她是你一生中发生过最美好的事情...采自：17again

结婚后才有性关系。而只给你的另一半，所以才成为一体。因为它是一个很圣洁的东西。而不是现代人的-virginity is not dignity but a lack of oppurtunity-只有头脑有问题或烧了的，才讲得出这样的话。。。

不是爱就是爱

哇，有些人的部落格不是爱就是些爱。。。

今晚又下雨了

我又煮我的拿手好菜-美籍maggi-

虽然不算是菜，

但好吃就行了对吧？

还记得我的美籍和咖啡是在初三，用了九十天熟练而成，终于造就了今天的美籍和咖啡！^^


我的朋友都说我是笨蛋，去送她那样的礼物，说她会不会拿你来当送免费东西的人。。。有些说她那样的人值得你去送她那样的礼物吗？

但我认真的想一想，
我在这里想对大家说：
-她-是我做了最好的决定　

好静

这几天都很静。。。没有收到新的信息，也没什么特别的事件发生，朋友的部落格也没写新的。。。
只忙着申请 A-level's 的东西 和面对将要来临的大考
也没时间去找朋友讲话，好像只是呆着看时间过。。。
也觉得活到如今没做过什么有特大意义的事，一些挑战自我的事。
英文有一句:live is short,so make it bless 让我觉得我应该诚实勇敢活出自己，但人都是怕失败的。。。好像只有不到一半的时间我在活出自己。。。

原本很想写。但突然被打搅了

被我说中了：
一个女子不喜欢一个男子是－因为她不喜欢那个男子或她喜欢别的男子。。。
我也发现一些女子喜欢重复一个句子，因为她有特别意识在里面。
例:
-你现在才发现？
-你跟本不了解。。。

换了发型一定有男子欣赏，敢跟我讲没有？还一次过换三个男朋友 = =

不可以对她好也不能太差，要圆滑

A Level's

well it seems like the best choice is this...A-levels in sinaran...survey among kl and selangor...this one have the best result at the lowest amount of fees....
their closing date for application is so short,DAMN....just dont know want science or arts stream...


then want apply need certified true copies:
-ic
-photo passport size>>>>this one perhaps....
-form 4or5 result
-spm forecast results

tomorrow and few days later will be busy day....^^ applications and applications

Nice quotes

Nurture your mind with great thoughts. To believe in the heroic makes heroes.
   --  Benjamin Disraeli (1804-1881)

 There is a thought in your mind right now. The longer you hold on to it, the more you dwell upon it, the more life you give to that thought. Give it enough life, and it will become real. So make sure the thought is indeed a great one.

   --  Ralph Marston

The person who says it cannot be done should not interrupt the person doing it.    --  Chinese Proverb

You cannot change anything in your life with intention alone, which can become a watered-down, occasional hope that you'll get to tomorrow. Intention without action is useless.
   --  Caroline Myss

Regardless of what is confronting you or the difficulty you face in any moment, you always have the opportunity to change and direct your choices into greater blessings. 

Your choice for greater blessings always begins with you.

   --  John Morton

!THE LAST AND THE BEST!
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

----from A Return to Love, by Marianne Williamson.

Day

Today kena cou sui by few girls....= = dont know is whether they high or I got something different that attracts them...Today HBO she didnt fa hiao...let us go back earlier than last time...
I think back I was depressed for few months...don't know why...but I did...now I just walk happily and talk happily then I really felt Joy...sometimes like there is an emptiness within ourselves trying to fill it up...but that emptiness can't be filled by anyone except God...
Then there was Her again...which I don't understand why!?!?!she didn't want to express herself...and thinking that people can understand her... and maybe she thinks that I like her so she don't dare to express it out...
17 again...haha...in the end she was the best choice that he had chosen...LIKES!!!

MNGNG-nor Gay

UNtitleD-happYness base on a reason,is a form of misery-

yeah!!!sejarah fail liao...clueless what is coming out for exam...sien(Z)I wonder if spm like this...then...I guess is----- x_x
the mood at class all like waiting for war...all tidak bersemangat...then some like say even being copied name by teacher for cheating is no different to passing up the paper...really...all like prepare to die only...dead silence...

当你拍拖时，如果你对你的男／女说出＇分手＇这两个字，如果你们复合你们改天一定会再闹分手，这两个字不可以乱说。
当你结婚时，也不可以用＂离婚＂不然，改天一定是一个不幸福的家庭。

恋爱族群里，男子开始练哑铃，女子开始换发型。－讲得好！
当你看见一个女子在交流场所，如果她没带手链，耳环或其它装饰品－要认识她会比较难，因为她不打算认识人。

But for me...T_T although she maybe change her hairstyle...and like bright happy...I think she like someone else...hai(z) no chance for me...you knew through the way they talk,react,body language...although guys are not good at reading body language as compared to girls...(guys cant pick up small movements of people as compared to girls...although few guys learn though the HARD way)

尴尬,度懒的事

打信息每次最拖水地就是按错名 = = 有时讲到其他人却按到那个人的名字 zZz 炸到

今天HBO真的是力！！！睡觉也要被（吊）还要被拉迟放学时间。。。怀孕还要一直讲。。。也只会一直讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲讲
不度懒都假，spm做完还可以直接交，！
你？HBO,回家看home box office la!

哈哈...很好笑哦！你最神哦！
做不到，就不要说出口～
说了，就不要逃避～
连对不起说了都没有诚意！不错哦！

保持安静是你最好的答案？
维持沉默是你最美的回报？
以微笑来掩饰，遮盖来带过？
运用时间来冲淡一切,
是你觉得最佳的方式?

没有问题以等待来解决，
惟有胆敢认真地去面对。

［考试］

年尾是大考的开始。每次一到年尾，都只有一字

读读读读读读读读读读读读读

每个人为了考试连最喜欢的活动：
-打球
-约会
-游泳
-跑街
-吃餐
-六四（根地咬华语）
-xxx(这里的意思是：等等，别想歪）

都完全停止！

但只有一部分的人却继续自己的活动，。这一些人有.....
+知道自己一定考红字，鸡蛋。
+知道自己无药可救
+已胸有成竹
+对自己非常有信心（事实上，一知半解）
+a,b,c,d到z可以倒背给你（谁不会？）
+知道自己以后没这个机会能再次能够做自己喜欢的活动
+觉得教育制度有问题，觉得自已可以做得比政府好

最后，
黄明志,我在这里有东西想要告诉你：
天汽热，多喝水

Time Flys

wah...being old and a uncle now...her name? =Jaslyn haha can feel that growing old each day...and there's no turning back what you had done...

Sometimes we're so eager to think or judge others but not thinking of what others have in mind or what they suppose to mean...In the end we fall into false conclusion and mistaken others...

HAHA know how to decorate blog already...^^

damn sien being the smallest in the family might be treated better among the family...but also being scolded most in the whole family...Zzz

=] exam is nearer everyday 58days left to spm...Big Old system!!!one exam determines your life...[BORING]
It is your attitude not your aptitude that determines your altitude--by Zig Zaglar,NICE!!!

Because of mass media and mostly so call "romantic" movie

a lot teenagers nowadays think that they are living in a movie...that everything is all perfect...the guy is rich handsome and smart...the girl is beautiful...gorgeous

so that when they look for a b/g friend...They find the so called"perfect one"and couple...they think they are like the story "happily ever after"

BUT!!that is not the case...their parents might be rich...but the world is not your father's or mother's.
The life after you married is whole different thing...you have to work to pay the expense of your house(Gen 3:19  In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return. )...you will have to face the problems ranging from economical family and so on...


get real...it is not a bed of roses..stop trying to find the handsome or beautiful and doesn't care whether s/he if bad...


when you love someone you don't care whether s/he is bad,whether s/he smoke and so on-this is bullshit!!!...
get real dude!!!you will face the consequences!!!...

The law of attraction....what you think expands...

I always thought that I am the one who peek at her from a far,but "the law of attraction" did turn out....she look at me from a closer distance which i didn't expect it would be...when i was talking to my friend...a strong sense of her looking at me was passing through me...=]
anyway...she still dint know me...never mind...chances will come

sometimes i am too slow that i lost the chances to talk to her or the chances to comfort her,
she turn out going out with her friends Zzz
saw the silence and less cheerful face of hers...knowing that something is not rite with her...I didn't act quick enough to ask her out and cheer her(Stupid me...)

Zzz got scold by teacher again...for talking like people around me also did...sometimes i wonder...how can a teacher be so unfair?He only and only cares about his FAVORITE student...WTH is that kind of teacher?his favorite student can laugh/talk/shit whole day with just him NGAM...but when you're NOT!!!you get screw by him...and him posting he "three most Zadou thing in class" in FACeBoOK!!!like want the whole world to know how these student s**ks?wanna disgrace them?Speechless.......

a new beginning

Blog?never thought of it...just a suggestion from my friend...never thought i would and write one

it is funny that i watched yes-man... saying yes opens up new opportunities...accepting new doors that open up to you...
well...i wanna start with...i dont understand why people cant forget about the pass...they afraid to change?just let go and start with new ones...

You can only see today when you open your eyes and stop dreaming about yesterday...